Inspiration

Bonjour!
Aujourd'hui, j'ai envie de commencer un petit partage de sites et de blogs qui m'inspirent et me font du bien. En voici un... (cliquez sur l'image pour y accéder)

Bonjour!
Today, I want to start a little sharing process with you. I will present some websites and blogs that inspire and make me feel good. Here's one... (clic on the image)

Have a great day.
xxni

Wow again!

Go take a look at the beautiful work of this artist...

It's been a while!

Hello every one!

I've been sooo busy lately, I forgot all about blogging! ;)

I am working on my workshop, in fact I am reorganising my company and preparing its re-launching. I have professional FREE help to do this, i am sooo grateful. It's going well, my mission is getting clearer and clearer. So I am working hard, two days a week on this.
I also have a part time job, finding money for a theater in my area. Last week-end, I received my Reiki Master diploma. I am proud of finishing this important thing.
I've also been working on fears. In fact, they are working on letting me go! I noticed that I have lived my life, making my decisions, seing and judging things, situations and people through fear. A lot. Today I said thank you to fear, everytime it showed up. "Thank you for everything I've learned with you. (pause and feel) I am now telling you to leave because I am ready to replace you with love, faith and light."
So here is where I am right now.

have a great day.
xxni

Wow!

Le travail absolument magnifique et époustouflant de Rob Ryan. Une visite sur son blog et on se sent déjà mieux.

More fears...

I've been turning around in my bed since 3 something. I have to confess, I am a bit mad. Well, I ask everyday to deal with what gets in my way, happiness wise. It seems some of the answers come then, but during that time I prefer to sleep.
Anyways...

24.
Yesterday, I woke up thinking about christmas and the fact that I was scared I won't have enough money to go through that period like I would like. I started journaling very early and I asked what was the belief behind all this. What came out had to do with a story that happen when I was around 9. I had mixed together the fact that I had disapointed my father with the idea that I just couldn't be an adult, financially responsible for myself and my family, because he wouldn't love me anymore. I am not going in the details but understanding this relieved me.

25.
As I am cleaning my relashionship with money, this morning, I woke up really scared that I would have to take some time of the job this week, I have been feeling a bit sick since yesterday afternoon and the idea of having to miss some worktime is just bad. I had to write about it here, I don't know why. But here I am. I am so tired of having trouble with money. I know I can do this, I am getting through but, damn, the road is so full of stuff to understand and work on... I want results! I am sad to notice how I saw myself has a poor girl. I am so ressourceful, I really really want to understand, and start anew with money. I am healing a lot of stuff. I am graeteful for that. I know I will get through.


Have a great day!
xxni

BOO!

Okay!
I've been a little bit lazy on the challenge blogging...
But, believe me, I've been working on it!

so...
Let's start with today!

20.
I've never been a big fan of costumes...
today I had a make-up contract for Halloween so...
I challenged myself with getting dressed up!
And, you know what?
IT WAS FUN!!!






21.
This past week, I got a little bit scared with this swine flu thing. Here in Quebec, people are getting a bit crazy over this, and there was a case declared at my little one's school...
So I was wondering what to do to go through this sanely... I wrote about it to a friend who is an energetic woorker. Here's what he answered:
"That's exactly where you don't want to go, that fear place inside of you. Sickness is provoqued by a lack of love. Surround your children, your house and yourself with love and be sure that everything that needs to happen will be the best thing for everyone."
That really talked to me deeply. And I've been thinking about love ever since. Love that heals everything. That is so true. Thank you my friend... Here is the link to his website.

22.
Other than that,
lately I've been scared of keeping my part time job. Because I was always frustrated when mondays ended, I had to go back to work on tuesdays, wednesdays and thursday, and leave my workshops aside until fridays... Scared each time that I wouldn't be able to finish the workshop and teach what I urge to teach about creativity, self development and spirituality.Finally, I decided to finish my contract and believe that my love of what I do as a creative teacher will make me find time and ways to succeed, and work full time on that by spring. Anyways, that part time job is a contract ending at the end of march. Be patient!

23.
Well,
I'll be stopping here for now. I don't know if I'll be continuing to talk about my fears on the blog in a sustained manner. But I want to share with you what I've learned so far.
-Now, I know how to recognize when fear tries to lead the way.
-I know that I can simply stop and listen to what fear has to tell me.
-I know when fear is there, even if I feel completely jammed, I can get out of it, and that too will past.
-I feel stronger, more ressourceful.
-I clearly know I can change what I want to.

So, bye for now!
Continue facing your fears, we can all do it!

xxxni
happy halloween!

Still in!

Good morning every one!

First, I am happy to tell you that everything seems to be going the way I wished about this new house project. We the constructor, we found a way to diminish the cost of the house as much as
25 000$ less. I am proud I have confronted this fear! I'll let you know what comes out of all this!

18.
The last few weeks have been like rollercosters of feeling down and up, and downer...
I was tired and everything semmed too big for me. During the week-end, I remebered what I wrote for the fear #17... and I decided to apply it. So I did. And everything seemed easier. And they are. BREATHE!

19.
Today, I woke up with a little fear... feeling anxiuos not really knowing why. During those times, when I try to understand and find ways to get out of this uncomfortable place, it only gets worse.
Well, that's what happened. a little bit. Then I remembered when I use to wake up in the middle of the night, turning in my bed, freaking out because I was doing insomia... It stopped when I stopped panicking over it. I decided to do the same with this fear of fear today. I feel nervous today. That's okay. Breathe. One thing at a time. Breathe. Here and now.


Have a great day!
xxni